Friday, December 30, 2005

its friday.......

um ya, its friday and i meant to put this on here yesterday... soooooo

A business man got on an elevator. When he entered, therewas a blonde already inside who greeted him with a bright,"T-G-I-F."He smiled at her and replied, "S-H-I-T."She looked puzzled and repeated, "T-G-I-F," more slowly. Heagain answered,S-H-I-T."The blonde was trying to keep it friendly, so she smiled herbiggest smile and said as sweetly as possibly, "T-G-I-F."The man smiled back to her andonce again, "S-H-I-T."The exasperated blonde finally decided to explain "'T-G-I-F' meansThankGoodness It's Friday. Get it, duuhhh?"The man answered, "'S-H-I-T' means 'Sorry, Honey, ItsThursday.'"

ok that is all... we now return you to your regularly scheduled blogging..........

ahhhhhhhhhhh mazing!

much happier now...............its amazing how music, the right kind ...can turn your whole outlook around!
has anyone played the new game king kong for the x-box??? my kids got this for x mas, its very difficult from what i can tell. they have not yet managed to beat the first level..... ummm i wonder if i am going to have to look up a walkthru soon? me, i happen to enjoy this one wierd game called munch's oddyssey....... if you have an x box and have not yet played this game, you must try it, so entertaining!!! well back to chores................

sheer frustration

alright all you mommies out there..... any of you ever feel like running the car over a cliff would be better than being a mommy anymore? c'mon now, don't lie....
so today marks 2 flippin weeks off of school, and today it has finally taken it's toll!!! my kids are at eachothers throats, and the oldest.... is the worst of em all! i was the oldest growing up, so i know how much it sucks to have to set the example, and how usually you are the first to get into trouble no matter what the situation is... because "you knew better" but damn if im not getting gray hair today! w wont stop hitting, k wont stop whining, and j is just being an asshole. we (j and i) had a very long discussion just yesterday about attitude and such. seems he is pissed off at the world because he now lives with his father and visits us. but his father runs his house completely different than we run ours. in turn j doesnt get half the time spent with him that he would be getting here. he is hurt and angry ALL the time, and who better to take it out on than ??? you guessed it, mom! he claims dad never spends time with him, never plays with him etc. but what am i supposed to do? i told him i cant make your father treat you like we do, its not gonna happen. and that just makes him more angry. as for k and w ..... shit they cant wait for there big brother to leave cuz he is just so damned mean. i think hes mad at them because they get to live with mom. the last time i really had it out with j over his behavior, he drew his fist up at me, and it was all i had not to be my mother and beat the shit out of him, i just walked away. i thought i was doing the right thing sending him to live with his father.... the boy needs his father. all preteen boys do! but now i fear i have made a major mistake..... his behavior is just worse towards us, because he is angry for several reasons, but mostly i think its hurt....not being part of this family full time anymore. it kills me that the little ones dont want him here. when i tell them your brother will be here tomorrow. they are bursting with the "can't wait's" but after about 24 hours it turns into when is he going home mommy, hes mean. it just kills me. his father is under the impression everything is fine, which tells me he doesnt know j very well! i feel like an awful mother . first and foremost i want to give up entirely. does every mommy worth her salt have these days? is it just because i care too much? i feel helpless today! hm well i am going to go do my chores listen to some carpenters and hopefully feel a little better later......................
man to be 16 again!!! have a great day ya'all! i am certainly trying to.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

idle curiosity....

ummmm, howcome ya'all have never asked where i got the name for my blog? hmmmmm??? aren't we in the least bit curious??? well, maybe i will tell ya next time :) have a great night everyone............ sweet dreamsdon't let the nasty mean bed bugs bite.......unless your a freak and like it! hahaha i crack me up.........

title shmitle!

you know, the more i look around the less i am impressed with most peoples blogs. you know, there needs to be a healthy balance between being a complete and utter loser bitch and being a happy go lucky "chin up" kinda person. what happened to making others laugh? i hardly laugh anymore, i just hit the next button , trying to find something worthwhile to read. please folks if you are going to take the time to put your mindless blabber on the web, make it interesting. of course theres no accounting for those of you who are completely UN interesting is there? hmmmm..... NEXT.......... haha
so is anyone thinking about the new year? resolutions anyone?
hmph! well i have a few.....
1..... try to quit smoking... try really really hard... if not for me, then for my kids!
2........stop the obsessive nail biting.... i long to have long nails... lol
3..............stop being such a bitch.... lmao like thats possible......ha... good luck to me...
hmmm, well thats a start now isnt it? lol........ i will come up with a few more... then next year i will have to report on which ones i was able to do eh? lol
number 1 would be a fantastic one to accomplish.... dont you think??? me too! glad we agree! ok, working on the post about x mas, going to go get back to that draft.........

me please...


um i must have this toaster... i collect everything poohbear, classic and new.... do you think its really available? and do i have to go to japan to obtain it??? okay i know it's totally spastic. but ya'all have been reading my rants and stuff for how long? one would hope you have gotten to know me a little bit, and just incase you haven't... NEWSFLASH PEOPLE, I AM A CERTIFIED SPAZ! lmao....

teehee......


do you think birds might really have these books?? gotta admit they have the aim down pat!

couldnt sleep..... found some funnies



caption reads.... " they have found popeyes mother" ....ha... this is funny, caption read...
"never ever..ever...FART in a wetsuit"

YIPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I FIXED IT. (dancing wildly around the room like ace ventura on crack ((lol))..) I FIXED IT! omg, i got past the bs....... i went and edited instead of trying to delete....... and it got rid of it. oh happy day! i fixed my blog! i had a 2 am brainfart i guess, i thought...hmmmm... wonder if i can't go in there to edit and just erase the code........... hot damn! it worked. ok now i am off to bed............. nitey nite!!!
feels so damn good to get something fixed on your own............................

now i am pissed!!!!!!!!!

WTF????
OMFG!!!
SONOFABIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITCH! i am so livid!
i do this tarrot card thing, and post it to my blog.......... then low and behold, whatever would i expect it to be nice to me for???????? it fucks my blog up, as soon as i post it, the dumb thing moves all my links and stuff to the bottom of the page............. so i try to fix it, can't...... so i know how to fix it!!!! I WILL DELETE DUMB POST ! HA! ya right! like blogger could maybe just once make life easier for me??? NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! somedays i really hate blogger! its past 1 in the morning, everyone in there right mind is in bed. oh! oh! but not me, i am still trying to fix the dumb blog. ummmmmmmmmmmm hello, didnt i just have this cow like last month??? i dont want another cow please and thank you! so umm ya blogger...... ya wanna enlighten me as to why the hell i cant delete MY OWN FUCKING POST???????????? ok so pardon the bad sailor mouth but come on guys, what gives? when i get this pissed off at something like a damn computer screen... thats a sad sad thing! lemme tell ya! would it be permissible to just yank all cords out of puter and huck the whole fucking thing into the mudpuddle over there yonder outside??? ha, think hubby and kids might kill me...lol
ok. so if ya cant delete the post then what options do you have to fix it? and suggestions would be nice. i was also planning to blog about our x mas, ppshhhhhhhhh not now, im not in the mood to after dealing with this crappin non deleting, never helpin me out, harder than shit to learn how to fix stupid assed blog/ template/ computer geek needin to know how to fix html etc. / just plain enuff to piss me off stuff! in lamens terms, i dont feel like being jolly anymore!! and who could blame me? mmmmmk.... maybe, just maybe its user error, but i have to deny that in its entirety.... because I DIDNT TOUCH MY TEMPLATE! oh man, i better get off this now, i will get hubby to look at it tomorrow, and maybe delete this filthy post.. IF IT SHITTIN LETS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! g-night all!
better day tomorrow in bloggyland..................................i hope

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

wow it's busy 'round here!


ok, I know I have neglected my blog as of late, but in my own defense, it has been a crazy month........ and here is my pic of brutus and jt so you know what my doggy looks like when you read this.
let's see....... my dog (my PUREBRED,PAPERED, pekingese) came up missing ...... I was heartbroken. he came from a home i wouldn't consider all that great, he was 9 months old. we have had him for almost 2 years and he is a changed dog. he is full of love and joy. and he is no longer afraid. in fact, the night before he went missing... he licked my husbands arms and stuff as if he were cleaning him, and then chewed his "fleas" if ya know what i mean. it was an absolute sign of affection from Brutus (the dog). so anyways, he went missing, and i went looking. i musta drove for hours, blew thru a half a tank of gas... still no brutus. i finally gave up at midnight, and cried myself to sleep. it was like one of my kids was gone. plus it's like freakin 20 degrees outside and not going to go up in temp for a week!!! can anyone say frozen popsicle puppy??? mind you Brutus IS one of the kids, he usually goes everywhere with me .... dog and leash in tow,lol. anyway, with it being x mas season, i left him home, so nobody would get the wild hair to steal the purebred dog from the miscelanious family car! poor me, i came home and he was just gone. so there are 2 wrecking yards within a 5 minute walk of my house. i gave both of them my number. but i was already convinced that my dog had been stolen, he isn't the type to wander off and i have caught people trying to corner him before to steal him. and when i caught these people, and told them this is my dog, they told me no he is ours... WHATEVER!!!!! thats why when i call his name he comes right? gimme a break! so all in all, the very next day i again went out looking, but no such luck of finding him. went to all the animal shelters etc. no brutus. i gave up on the fourth day, convinced myself he was stolen and i would never see him again. so ..... we will get to day 5..... day 5 starts the same, wonder if brutus is ok, hope whoever has him is loving him as much as we did... etc. my phone had been ringing off the hook all morning, and i had just sat down to eat my soup... and my phone rang again. i got up cussing the phone, cuz now my soup was going to get cold......and guess what???????? omg, soup can freeze for all i care, the wrecking yard had my dog!!!!!!!!!!!! a customer had come back in to the office to let them know there was a small tan and white dog inside the jeep theyu wanted a part off of, and that he wouldn't let them get anywhere near the car, they were afraid he was going to bite, he had his shackles raised and teeth bore. omg, you have never seen someone go flyin out the door so fast. i got into the junkyard, and he was no where.... then i called his name, he came running up to me jumped into my arms and proceeded to suffocate me with licks and wiggling so bad i almost dropped him. i cried.... i was so thankful to those people for calling me. poor brutus was skinny and cold and filthy. five days and four nights he was stuck in there, and too afraid to come out. oh i guess i should add that my dog is like such a baby, he is afraid of the dark, and he is a picky eater, and he is just plain, a big fat baby. but i am so happy he is now home.
ok on to the next episode, lol. so my car has been acting up for a couple of days, losing water, cant find where, thinking water pump is bad.... nope! ok then its a hose? nope! alrighty then... must be my thermostat??? evidently not. um so hubby vows to look at it this weekend..(this was last week) it starts to make a rattling noise... hmmmm ok tell hubby, maybe its the bearings on the water pump??? well i took one last drive to go pay a bill.....and my car frikkin seazed on me! right in the middle of the highway!!!!! thank god (again) that daddy is a tow truck driver, i called him and he came and got me. so now we are still trying to figure out what happened to my car... seems maybe the timing chain slipped severely... we will see AFTER X MAS! that bites! soooooooooooooooooooooo now i am driving hubbys car........ i get to my destination, (this is 2 days later) do what i need to, go to start the bitch and it won't start...... battery is dead! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what is this shit, bad luck from hell all in 3 weeks time thats what! so i get a jump... get home shut it iff, try to start it back up immediatley.............. wont start. hubbys pisseed at this point! we got x mas and b- day shopping to finish up! so he takes off the alternator, tests it, thats not it. not the battery itself, wtf??? ok, fuses?? nope! wtf some more? lemme just tell you, he is still outside screwing with both the damn cars pisster than i have ever seen him! poor guy.
oh....... but on a brighter note..........today is winter's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINTER!!!!!
ok my posting is done for the day.......... got to get back to my lil girl's fifth birthday..
i shall return, probably after x mas. hope ya'all have a merry x mas. :)
by the way, hubby has been workin on his blog a bit as of late, has some very cool jack black stuff on it... feel free to go check it out....
http://thinicelife.blogspot.com/